Ew. I'm pissed. We lost against Lawrence: 0-3. That is so bad. Ugh. We were SO out if it. Let's just leave it at that.
I feel like my setter NEVER sets me, and when she does set me, I'm in the back row. If she does set me outside, it's wayyyyy too out. She seems to set certain people...over and over again. I want a kill. And damnit, I want a good set. But I'm not going to entirely blame her. She is the only setter. She has a lot of decisions. And I'm slightly injured...aka, my right achilles tendon is hurting every time I try to point my toes down. I don't know if that will go away, but I do know that's kinda bad. I feel like I can't even jump that high anymore. Ugh.
The new coach told me at the beginning of the season that he felt that I was more useful as outside and defense. As an outside, I'm not getting good enough sets and I'm not being useful really. I either never get set, have to bump it over, or hit it into the net. I'm kinda sad. I think I'm also not happy with not being setter and I resent being just an outside. Ugh. I don't know what to do. I want to set again.
Sorry if this isn't coherent.
PS, highlight of my day: kid from Lawrence who was on the Bay States Boys Scholastic team said, "Good game!"...to us as we were leaving Lawrence. I say, "Good game back!" And right as I turn away he asks, "Hey, are you number 2 from Bay States!?" Damn right I'm number 2 from Bay States.
Okay, I'm done with my rant.